How do you control that feeling when you feel like you want to control something that is not in your control? Wow. That is a loaded question when I read it written out like that. I think that the key differentiation lies in the action around the word "control". I know I can't control everything. Primarily because that is not my God given purpose, but also because I shouldn't. I have lived 38 years of experiences that are my own only. I have expertise in some areas, I know enough to be dangerous in others and I am flat our ignorant on all the rest. Me controlling everything would create too many problems and I would probably explode with anxiety resulting over what actions I did or did not take attempting to control things. Controlling everything is not an option. What can I control? Well, really the only thing I can control when it comes down to it is myself. My actions and emotions are mine alone. My actions and emotions are...
Ramblings of a Christ-Seeking, Working Wife, Mother, Servant, Crafter, Reader...