Some things are the same...some things are drastically different.
Some days I roll with the punches and embrace the new....some days I feel like a fish out of water.
Some times I am confident...some times I am unsure if I have what it takes.
Some moments are all talk and no action...some moments are all action and not talk.
I try to think things through without getting overwhelmed. I work to remember that God has this and that He has big plans for me that involve this path. That He will equip the called and that I don't have to know everything to step ahead to the next stone in the path of life.
I get attacked by the enemy... a lot!! I see victory in this because it means that when I am doing things they are things that God has planned. But it hurts...it is hard...some days I just fall short and succumb to the unfortunate nagging of the devil himself. I rebuke him...cry out to God to put up a shield...
I must remain strong even when I don't feel like it. I must move ahead even though I feel like I fall way short. I must not listen to the enemy who may have power but no authority in my life. It is my choice to respond to the sneaky ways of the enemy. I must choose only God.
I make mistakes...I ask for forgiveness...I work to forgive myself.
I listen to praise and worship songs. I read the Word.
I try to focus on that one tiny next step that God has placed before me. I try not to look up and to the sides and all around and realize that I am walking on water. I don't want to sink. Just one step ahead...only one...the only one I need.
He is the only One I need.